2-3 Dave Matthews Band cd’s
1 boy
1 cancer
1 mom
1 girl
1 glass bottle of GHB, kept hidden in the bedroom
1 refillable bottle of morphine, prescription
alcohol to taste
1.) To a sauté pan, add 1 cancer and 1 mom. Sauté for a few years until mixture turns pallid. Remove from heat and set aside. (Note: This will make the [...]
Closing class but no bell to tell of knowledge ending.
Too late to absorb even the most free of substances.
Justin playing his part directed by the one who believes
That the best possible way to get a-
Head down striving not to be a part
Of this reality not called life.
Waiting is a funny game where everyone else laughs
The [...]
Our generation will never amount to more than the sins of our fathers.
And every so often a ray of light shall be bred from the evil that is this world,
Only to be crushed under the heel of darkness, that plagues this earth.
And yet no one will remember the great man that once was,
But only the [...]
The longer one holds on to a memory of something lost,
The longer we attempt to fulfill the past.
The longer we cherish it,
The more glorious the past becomes.
However holding it too long can lead to hate.
Make us stray from the path ahead.
We forget how to walk.
The past can too easily consume us
And turn our beauty into [...]
It seems whenever we gain something
Something else is lost
Sometimes our loss is far greater
That what we gain
If something seems so good that we give ourselves to it
Embrace it
Why throw it away.
Only time can tell us if our sacrifice is worth it
If our gain is greater then our loss
As I lay in a filthy bed,
Weary head nodding…
I drift to and fro a bad dream.
Evils at work are steadily plotting,
And no help is at hand it would seem.
Tossing and turning I struggle against sleep,
Salty sweat forms of beat at every pore.
Often the distance a being tall and stout-
Moves ever slowly toward my door.
Through a [...]
neutrally, our fresh hot teas both flushed light gold
hours previously. More recently we
clawed earnestly as lamsters from the heat, then
built up, or razed a few statues of trust
the components of which include vague sorts of zen.
It is an ignoble honor to know your nadir
and sap up your dulcetest moans as I can,
denying no natures which [...]
Forget new leaf,
I’m constantly turning over a whole new forest.
In fact, being inconsistent
just may be the only thing
I’m consistent in.
I seem to lack the ability to solidify,
I’m just a liquid creation
filling the formation
of any mold I am poured into. Some may call me
fickle, the girl who doubles as a shape shifter.
I just call it rolling [...]
The night beckons; even to me as Master of the night
She still calls to me.
I will watch and wait for the night to take me.
Throughout the lonely night, I Dance.
The Dance Macabre my cold dark life of the Night
A Requiem of Sorrows lit only by the moon.
The deep set of my eyes, now soulless and [...]
The fishing pole I used always held up
to whatever I would catch. Of course,
I always knew better than to
try and lift a bigger fish out of the water
than the rod could stand.
I would use the best reels,
the best fishing line and
I would [...]