by P. J. German
‘At that point Peter got up the nerve to ask,
“Master, how many times do I forgive a brother
or sister
who hurts me? Seven?”
Jesus replied
“Seven! Hardly.
Try seventy times seven.”’
Matthew 18.21-22
(The Message)
I’m supposed to tell you I forgive you
but I don’t know if I should or can
you see
I never knew it would be like this
or for this long
all the built up anger
you think I did this to myself
but you’re the man who threw me across the room
you’re the man who downed the bottle
then cast demons into me like Jesus did the swine
I might walk close to the edge,
but I won’t be jumping off the cliff any time soon
PJ German – former editor in chief for two semesters and current student advisor of Elektraphrog, president of Swamp Scribes, student blogger for the SCF website, and teacher aid in the English lab – does much more writing than he has time for. He is graduating in 2010 with his A.A., and will attend USF in the fall to continue his education in English.